On break

So I've been silent the last week and that's because I went on break. I said I was planning on taking one but wanted to hold off. My brain and body had other plans though. I still have some commissions to finish, but they'll have to wait.

I've realized I'd been having to force myself to work on models and had been obsessing over everything on here. I was becoming unhappy. So I stepped away quietly and went on break. I'm posting this now that I've had some time to think. I'll still be making LoRAs and posting pics, but not for a little while longer.

I got obsessed with the quality of my LoRAs and was starting to stress out over the tiniest errors. I want to make good quality content, I want to do well. But I started slipping and getting angry so easily over the littlest things. So the best thing I could do was step away. It's gotten hard to test my models in ways that really make me feel like I did a good job. It feels like I mess up along the way all the time now.

It's late, 3:36AM where I am as I write this. So it's probably cluttered and repetitive but... yeah. I'm just hear to update everyone. I'll be posting an updated commissions post once I'm ready to come back. I'll still be taking commissions as I still need the money. But not until I'm ready. I can't keep forcing myself.

I'm taking time to enjoy myself, do things I hadn't had the chance to do for a while. This place had become my world and I needed to step away. I'm not leaving though, don't worry. I'm just taking a break. I'll probably be back in around a week maybe. Like I said I'm not gonna force myself, but that's the plan at the moment.

Anyways, I'm gonna wrap this up and get some sleep. If you have any questions just leave them in the comments as usual. Thanks again for reading this, for reading my rambling nonsense. I'll be back soon and I hope you have a great day, night or evening wherever you are. =)