Update: laptop issues

So I'm writing this on my phone. Currently freaking out as I don't know what to do at the moment. But my laptop is starting to struggle. I can only use one tab on a browser at a time. If I open another tab I can't go back to the previous one. The toolbar is unresponsive and I can't seem to open anything besides my browser. I use Opera GX so at least it opens itself as soon as I start my laptop. But uh... I don't know what to do. My laptop is like 9 years old, maybe it's reached the end? I don't know but I'm panicking. I do everything on my laptop and don't have the money to get another.

This is a huge ramble and I don't care about grammer right now so... sorry for any issues there. I'm freaking out. What do I do? I don't have a job and my old laptop has been dead for years now. Maybe I can borrow one? Ask a friend or family member? I don't know. I'm freaking out. Every time things seem to be getting better something bad happens. I can't even say like 'hey commissions are open' cause i don't know when I'd even be able to work on them. So I'm putting this out there to say I might be gone again for a bit. I'm gonna try and fix this. I really hope it can be fixed. Thanks for reading, I need to go lay down before I overthink myself into chaos.