Why I Had To Go And Make Things So Complicated

Is this thing still on?

Sorry, it's time to vent.

Seems I finally realized what makes me feel so empty: it's about validation.

I went from "not caring what others think about and doing my own things" to "please tell me".

This seeped deep in a way that makes me feel like there's nothing worth doing by myself as nobody would care for what I think or what I do.

At the same time I don't want to make people around me upset about what's in my mind, so I just don't talk much in the end.

Even like this bridges keep burning.

I don't know what to do, really.