The model I think is fairly self explanatory.

It's been a long day, took a lot of risks, went hard in the paint in some models. From what I see Civitstaff don't mind, which makes my heart go dokidoki. Maybe they give me special clearance because they know I'm schizophrenic, but I greatly appreciate that this beautiful site gives me the opportunity to go wild when I do. I think today was one of the more unrestrained days, I wouldn't say I was really testing boundaries. I was just doing what I'd do regardless.

I wonder what they think though, of me. I wonder what I think of them, I can't recall how many of them there are, I had theories before, based off I think my presumptions of them following me.

But you never really know if that's just a shot in the dark.

I've never really interacted with civit staff, but when they regard me by email they use my false name of Spen, which is just Spen Jankowski, it's not my real name. At all. It's the character from the F.E.A.R. videogame series that's sort of your companion that goes missing and turns into a ghost early.

Civitstaff vaguely know my name, I mean, through tax forms they know my legal name, but I figure that's just their support staff being run off a.i? Because I literally start every ticket with "Hey, sorry to bother you, it's Rey again". But the email refers to me as Spen, which is just funny to me, I guess the staff thinks that's what I actually go by and don't want to deadname me. But no, Spen Jankowski is just a joke name I go by because I find it funny.

https://vocaroo.com/1dCKgpymuk1M

Back to my devilish tricks.

Works well at a strength of 1

Previews made with Anima Base Model 1.0